I can’t stop thinking about you and how we would be with eachother and talk to eachother 24/7. how we would bring eachother food everday. how we would kiss and smile during each time. how we would match clothes. basically, how we made eachother happ, and were thier for eachother. The worst mistake you can make is to walk away from the person who stood by your side and was there for you when no one else was. i realized that tonight. Not only that but the promises we make, but continue to break. I understand that nothing will be the same as it use to, but i need to say how i feel, since i always have the chance to but the words never come out. i can’t pretend, maybe you can but i can’t. i can’t date someone the next week, or month, in fact i can’t even think about being in a relationship right now. I can’t mess around with people just to get over you, that just not me. i can’t even look into your eyes without wanting to cry. why? i think i know the answer but i won’t say it. I could deal with just being friends, but look at how that turned out. i’m trying so hard to be here for you like you are for me, i hope you know that. And there is no need to talk about the past, but it seems to slip into my mind all the time. My heart drops everytime i hear about you screwing up, because i do care. but what can i do? And i don;t care if you don’t feel the same as me, i understand. i don’t what else to say, when it comes to you, you leave me speechless, and i know i’ll just be another girl to you. but whatever i’ll get over it some day, but i’m in love with you and it sucks. that was hard to say!
Why?
